Demon Twink is a raw, electrifying memoir that dives headfirst into the chaos, desire, and heartbreak of modern gay life in Los Angeles. A sharp, darkly funny, and deeply vulnerable exploration of love, sex, and self-destruction, this book unpacks the intoxicating highs of hedonistic nights out and the soul-crushing lows of chasing emotionally unavailable men.

Through a series of wild, unfiltered stories—hookups that spiral into existential crises, relationships that burn out before they begin, and friendships forged in the neon glow of the city—Demon Twink captures what it means to search for love while barely holding onto yourself. Beneath the debauchery and wit lies something deeper: an aching loneliness, a desperate need for connection, and a journey toward self-acceptance.

For anyone who’s ever fallen too hard, partied too much, or lost themselves in the pursuit of something—or someone—unattainable, this memoir is a mirror and a warning, a love letter and a reckoning. Dark, hilarious, and painfully relatable, Demon Twink is more than just a book—it’s an experience.

“I know that the hole I feel in my gut will heal. I know one day I will look back on this pain I feel right now and I’ll recognize it, I will see it, but I won’t feel it. And I’ll make room for another boy to hurt me, but before he does, it will feel so good.”